16 Septembre 2006
The cold has a sensualness to it. You can cuddle up in the cold, snuggle deep into a douna; wrap yourself up in jumpers and scarves; feel the warmth of your body, safe and secure beneath the layers.
For a while you're on top of the world, confident, happy, it doesn't matter what others think, you just want to sing and move to the music, no one can bring you down. And then something happens or you see something that you knew you eventually would. You spiral down immediately, wanting nothing better than to drown your illogical sorrows in whiskey.
Sometimes people scare me, I need to back away because they remind me of Patrick. It's weird how easy it is for me to trust people, but betray that trust and no matter how hard I work to forgive, the damage is done, things will never be the same again.
The "Khaki Jumper"; Dan from Battlefields of Britain appears to not have many jumpers for he mainly wears a khaki woolen jumper with a zipper in the front. This jumper is a masterpiece. (sighs)
For a while you're on top of the world, confident, happy, it doesn't matter what others think, you just want to sing and move to the music, no one can bring you down. And then something happens or you see something that you knew you eventually would. You spiral down immediately, wanting nothing better than to drown your illogical sorrows in whiskey.
Sometimes people scare me, I need to back away because they remind me of Patrick. It's weird how easy it is for me to trust people, but betray that trust and no matter how hard I work to forgive, the damage is done, things will never be the same again.
The "Khaki Jumper"; Dan from Battlefields of Britain appears to not have many jumpers for he mainly wears a khaki woolen jumper with a zipper in the front. This jumper is a masterpiece. (sighs)
posted by Chouchou at 17:20
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